I’ve always had a problem with studying. Either I cannot sit still, or I am easily distracted… by the tiniest movement of any wave in the air (radiowave, soundwave… microwave – ever wonder why people put on weight when they are stressed?). I also have trouble reading any notes or texts. My eyes would glaze over the many alphabets and punctuations and my brains simply will not process any of the information.
But because earlier this semester, I had told God that I want to do well to honour Him, and I told myself that I MUST try to study hard!
Past semesters when I study, a typical study day will be like:
1. Research for sample essays on computer
2. Get distracted by anything related to computer… emails, facebook, msn, emails, msn, msn, msn, msn, change nick, msn, msn, change nick, msn, msn, email, facebook, msn, change nick, msn…etc.
3. Depressed cos suddenly think of BGR or why does the sun goes on shining.
4. Panic and faster do last minute readings and memorization.
But this sem is different! Let me illustrate with my very own sure-get-A-for-exam study model:
Let me explain my model:
1. Must play, cos study hard play hard. But don’t make it a priority. I watched, a max of 1 hour, of TV.
2. Study! I tried to focus very hard on my studies, like do a lot of readings and memorization and understanding… but typically, after 30mins of this, I’d…
3. “OH GOD! PLEASE HELP! I CANNOT TAKE THIS ANYMORE!”
And then I’ll go into intense praying like, God, I’m so depressed right now that I cannot study.. nothing goes into my brain…God, why does the sun still shine ever so brightly is it because I am righteous? OH MY GOD, please please please help me concentrate and keep my focus on my exam… God, I’m so lonely! Why am I suffering ALONE!!!??! Oh my GOD! I MUST KEEP FOCUSED! God, please please please help meeeeeeeeee!!!
After several minutes of intense prayers I’d be so exhausted that I’ll fall asleep.
By the time I wake up, I’ll go like, “OH MY GOD! I NEED TO STUDY RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!”
And then it’ll be another 1 hour of very intense studying until the cycle repeats itself again.
But I must say it works very well. Because I get plenty of rests and I rely on God. That is the most important part of this study model. You MUST rely on God and get plenty of rests.
All right everyone, good blessings for your exams!